[Trigger warning; anger, destructiveness]
I had trouble concentrating today. It felt like I had a dense fog inside my head preventing me from thinking at all. You know that feeling like there is so much going on inside your head, but you’re blocked out and it gives you kind of a headache? That feeling.
It started at lunch, when I started thinking about the angry man (who is one of my alters. see “about me”) and how I suspect him being a psychopath/narcissist. Not a mean, bitter man but a clinical psychopath. If you watch Criminal Minds, you’ve probably encountered fictional narcissists and psychopaths and you probably know that they (at least in this show) often will sacrifice themselves for fame. They don’t care if they die as long as everyone knows their name. That’s how the angry man is. He would do anything to get what he wants (which is causing others as much pain as possible), even if it means that I/the body dies. It could be that he just doesn’t consider it his body or that he just simply doesn’t care whether he lives or not.
Either way, it worries me and I don’t know.. It’s almost as if I can feel someone trembling inside. And I think he might be getting stronger.
And to top it off, my psychologist is on vacation…
Do you have any advice for me?
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